1998

Cabaret

I reprised his role of The Emcee in the Broadway production, with Natasha Richardson playing opposite me as  Sally Bowles, and Sam Mendes was joined by Rob Marshall as co-director and choreographer.

The production was a huge success, and I won the Tony, Drama Desk, Outer Critics Circle, Theatre World, FANY, New York Press and New York Public Advocate's Awards for my performance.  Not bad, huh?!

Well, what can I say about this? It changed my life. Somehow or other, the show and my character entered the zeitgeist of American culture, and nothing will ever be the same again! It was completely overwhelming - I had no idea what success on Broadway was like, and I had the time of my life. The first night I was so tense because I felt that everything was going to change and it did. I remember being so stressed out because I got sent so many presents and things and my dressing room was so tiny. I didn't think I was going to be able to get ready because there was no room. The stairs backstage too were all lined with everybody's gifts. It was excessive. I got really upset and had a little cry with Ron Rifkin. I was so stressed out because of the weight of responsibility I felt for what was about to happen, and so I went next door and had a really good cry with Ron Rifkin. And also on my last day, it was a lovely thing. All the friends I'd made in New York were there to share it with me. I remember trying to start the show and walking out on stage and people wouldn't stop clapping. I thought, My god, I'm going to be standing here with the band vamping for hours. Afterwards there were hundreds of people outside the stagedoor waiting to say cheerio to me. It was so moving. I'll never forget it.

The production opened at the Kit Kat Klub (formerly the Henry Miller Theatre) in March 1998 and I performed until September, when I left to shoot the movie Titus in Rome. I then returned to the show in December at its new home, Studio 54. I left the show for good in June 1999. Cabaret finally closed on Broadway in January 2004.